day 10-someone you dont talk to as much as you'd like

hayley marie deshaw,

dweeb, i miss you!

i havent talked to you for a few months because both of our lives got so crazy.

you're married and got a house, how exciting!

i had alot of fun with you and your friends over my birthday/your wedding, even though it was SO stressful for everyone, i'm glad i could be there with you to celebrate.

i miss living with you and coming to get coffee every morning at the bookstore.

i miss your weird drinks you would wip up and test on me, like that green tea frapp.

yummm.

i ALWAYS crave that green tea frapp drink now.

i miss always going to darby and kyle's house with you.

remember when we bought jazz play off tickets and took the train?

that was SO fun!

we made that awesome rap, and then recorded it and broke my bed jumping on it.

hahaha.

gosh, you were a great roommate.

i am so glad tina told you to buy paul's lease, haha.

remember when your car got stuck on the hill at darbys and we pushed and pushed and tried everything, then it miraculously worked?

i wish you were still going to weber, i need a partner in crime.

i miss you lots, and am so happy we are still friends.

i love you girl, and hope all is well up in WA.

your "boosom buddy",

randi.

(i hope you know what boosom buddy is from...its from that slumber party we went to, hahaha, oh my gosh we need to live together again)

day 9-someone you wish you could meet

i dont care to meet celebrities or famous people.

dont get me wrong, i loved the times i met kyle korver or craig owens because i idolize them

but right now there is nobody i am dying to meet who is famous.

weird.

i wish i could meet....my soulmate.
it may sound cheesy, but its true.
i am dying to meet him.
and i'm excited for when i do and everything just feels right
and then we fall madly in love yadda yadda yadda.
i cannot wait.
so soulmate, come introduce yourself.
:)

day 8-your favorite internet friend

i dont really know what this means, so i am going to pick my favorite real life friend who i talk to the most via internet.


da da da dah, LIZ!

(and yes, i did stick us together haha!)

yes liz, your time has come.



liz,

you are so cool, seriously; i envy your life.

you are so pretty and funny and easy going. i love your attitude towards life and the relationship you have with your family.

you are very stylish and i love getting your hand me downs.

i am very impressed with how dedicated you are to working out and being healthy.

you are one hot mama.

i'm happy we met in honors history 10th grade year, then had drivers ed together and dominated fashion divas.

lois loved us.

i like how we can just watch movies or gossip and dont always have to be out doing something.

i like that i can tell you about things and you dont judge me, and i'm not shy to talk about them with you.

i loved our vegas vacation and hope we have another one in our future.

not once did i ever get sick of you that entire week it was just the two of us.

you are so fun, and i cant wait to be fake lesbian cat ladies living together when we get old.

haha.



love, randi.

day 7-your ex bf/crush

nicholas lee,
i miss you still, all the time.
i miss your wonderful family and being with them every day.
i am so grateful for our time together and for how your family opened their hearts to me.

i remember seeing you for the first time in lab across the room, you were wearing a green striped shirt and i got in line for bench assignments behind you so we could be by each other, and it worked! we got to be lab partners. :)

i remember our first date and you wore a plaid shirt and we went to see inglorious bastards and we held hands.
i loved how you'd come over after class for our hour break then drop me back off at school.
i loved how you made me a nickname and since i can only see out of one eye so you'd say it in a pirate accent sometimes. haha. you nerd.
you were really good at snowboarding and i loved when people would post videos of you and always make sure to let me know "he is a legend" and your triple rodeo was nearing perfection.
remember that time we played poker at troys and i won, but it was with your money so really you won? haha.
i loved how you were always helping your family and how your dad taught you to do so many things with your hands, like that time i watched you change your oil. who knew you could do that on your own? not me.
i miss hanging out with you everyday, and cheating on labs together.
i am so happy i got to meet you and your family.
you really are so wonderful!
i hope everything works out well for you because you deserve it.
much love,
randi

day 6-a stranger

dear stranger,
my name is randi, but you dont know me.
i am quiet and shy, and mostly hate everything.
i like to learn, and am quite the nerd.
i am getting fantastic grades in school this semester and plan on getting a 4.0.
like i said, nerd.
i love the beach, palm trees, and sunshine.
i secretly wish i was rich and could just travel the world and be carefree.
i worry a lot and stress, and am a "mom" about everything.
i am very responsible and schedule everything in a planner.
i absolutely hate being late to things, i am always early or on time.
i get joy out of really simple things in life.
i currently have an unhealthy obsession with ke$ha.
i really love the utah jazz and craig owens, they're high on my priorities list.
i love boys who can grow a good beard, not a patchy one.
i am almost done with school and on the verge of being a "grown up";
it makes me nervous, but really excited.
my nails are always painted, it is a sick habit of mine; i paint them at least twice a week.

love, randi

day 5-your dreams

im not writing a letter TO my dreams, rather about them.
and by dreams i mean ambitions, not zZzZ dreams.

incase you never knew, i have a life list which i started in 2004.
its listed in detail in a previous blog.
things on it that i've accomplished include: meet craig owens, write a letter to my senator, run a 5k, go to europe, read a book every month for a year, learn to eat with chop sticks, skydive, etc.

things i have yet to accomplish include: graduate college, make working out a lifestyle not chore, surf, own a tiny pet pig, get jury duty, go to a fashion show, learn to cook.

my MAIN dream right now is to finish school and get hired on full time at a CSI, a real career, sigh.
i am still crossing my fingers about my internship at weber metro csi, and would love to get an internship for spring semester then hired on after that.
if weber metro wont have me i would love to go to henderson or las vegas.

if i cant find a job right away i want to join peace corps.
that has been a dream of mine for years (but you have to have a 4 year degree).
i would LOVE to volunteer in africa or anywhere really.
i am a humanitarian at heart, i would love to just serve full time if i was in the financial situation to do so.

yep, those are my dreams.

oh, and eventually i want to be head over heels in love with someone who feels the same way and is good looking and can grow a beard. we can have a family eventually too, that would be good.

day 4-your sibling

gina,
we dont ever hang out, or talk, or do anything together...so i dont really know what to write to you because you're kind of a stranger to me. hmmm.
i am glad you were 'good' growing up and set a good example for me to follow.
im glad you and spencer are happy together and that he fixes my car sometimes.
thanks for inviting me to watch movies last minute, even though i never come because its always when i have plans already.


love,
randi