day 14-someone you've drifted away from

its hard to just one person for this.

there are alot of people i feel like were a major part in my life and now we're not as close.

lots of friends from my first year of college who have graduated and moved on.

when trying to pinpoint just one person, i cant do it.

so i pick josie and avery.

josie,

after high school when you told me you were going to weber i was so excited.

i wish we were living together this year because our two years together were so great.

i loved running errands with you, like that time an old man said "you could stop traffic in those shorts" haha.

i miss wearing crazy outfits to smiths with you and going to the gym every single day.

i miss when you'd drive me to school and we'd think we saw everyone on the hockey team but really our eyes were just so bad we thought it was them and it wasnt.

i loved our easter egg party with amanda in the spare bedroom with glowsticks.

and going to school dancing and singing all the songs (cyclone, solja boy, etc)

that summer at legends was probably my favorite summer ever.

i loved always being over and swimming and just hanging out every single day.

i loved when i didnt have a cell phone in highschool how i'd give all the boys we'd meet your phone number.

remember that HORRIBLE blind date we went on to the Korn concert? hahaha.

cute boy we met driving and his fatso-mcgee friend

how awkward.

im glad that even though we arent at close as we used to be we're still friends.

sorry to hear about Tang, i wish he wasnt so dumb because our days down there with kev and him were so fun.

and how i kissed ALL their roommates. haha.

woops.

and that time they wouldnt stop tickling me and i peed my pants, oh gosh.

i miss you, and if you ever need anything you know i'd be there.

randi

Avery,

"best fraaan", i miss you.

i miss hanging out with you every single day.

it is weird to go from hanging out every single day for months to just not even talking.

i wish you didnt get back with brooke on your birthday, because now i feel she takes all your time and you have no time left for me.

i appreciate all the things you took me to do like jazz games and dinners.

i loved that day you skipped all your classes so we could go to PF changs and get lettuce wraps with your mom.

and that day we went to noodles & co and went to visit vanessa at work.

i loved that i got invited to your birthday celebration with your whole family.

i really do love the house family and wish i'd see them more.

sorry for all the hockey drama that you've had to deal with this year (not related to me).

hopefully if you really do transfer schools it will be better.

after all, weber is a bit of a shitshow to watch.

i miss you, and if you ever get tired of brooke, you know dear old best fraaan randi will be there.

try not to ignore everyone else in your life (family/me/friends) just because of her.

i know you did it for two years before and it hurts the people around you, try to avoid making that mistake again.

i wish we were still best fraaans, because i still need someone to talk to and play with every day.

:(